im so fucking tired of everything. i cant even have energy to do something about it. ive given up but i dont want to. I want to feel bette and i want to be better. im just lost as how to do that. a new body and or life would be perfect at a time like this.
i wonder if im not doing what i love. and i also wonder is it because im not doing it i dont love it and im not supposed to do it..
